killing from the inside

bold as thunder stronger than lightening
lost in the darkness of mighty night
with no stars shining
a man walks alone
step by step
his face brightening
lightening
pacifying
until ounce by ounce
solitude clawed psyche
terrify
mortify
vindicating the fear within

killing from the inside

dig the bloody messy self
focus the fuckin mind
its a fuckin achievement-
self solidarity.
resilient as mountain
furious/calm as volcanic eruption;
JUST NOT ENOUGH.
the human mind
unstable psyche.
this isolation
polarity depression
irrational mania within

killing from the inside

slave to the solitude
the pills of solace
the drinks of rage
the smokes on thin air…..
chase the time away;
delusional-
shifting reality
for how LONG?????
the stigma engraved deep
tickin like a time-bomb the insanity within rises
creeps back from your head
paralyzing you down to the ground.
submerge to self pity
submission to the hollow inside
engulf by the sorrow within

killing from the inside

(The title has been abstracted from a song “JumpDaFuckUp” by “Soulfly” nonetheless the content evoke different meaning. I guess, not sure!!)

COPYRIGHT SAJAN DANGOL 2013.

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