the mysteries that surround me
tethered by the steps in reflection,
with the pride of a lion
and lies of a wild fire,
Ships are doomed and drowned to suffocation
i possess a social anxiety disgusted by the presence of deceit.
time does run out and hours surely crack
your words are so vague and light weight
it just vanished in thin air.
no matter how strong the sketches are
its all a colorful deception
a portrayal of hypocrisy.
its a ruthless anarchy
blazing bullets through the innocence
swimming across with the thought of dishonesty
dont hold me in contempt
your third face finally revealed
there shall be a resurrection of voices for your malice.
There you lay in bed as we waited for you to rise sprinkle us the bits of happiness with that sweet smile spent a night in freezing cold waiting for the mysteries to unfold just to hear the doctors say “she’s gonna be ok” the guts we had denied that you soon will be out of sight. Everybody cried, shreded some tears no not me…but i stayed still in fears the doctors said she is bound to go away all our hearts cried but the hopes were definitely alive The shattered hopes the rusty guts was what we had everything crushed- from the bones to the brains- when we knew you died. There you were decorated to be set on fire Sweetheart that was the last thing any of us ever desired Never so broken we were never so sensitive never so lost.
You were laying down on bed with the shaved head we couldnt resist but couldnt speak hope you heard what our heart said “love you always, love you always”.
There you were on the woods the last glance we all took our souls burning and every heart mourning The fire the fire the fire all i see is the fire. All the moments we shared together shall remain with me forever now that you are gone dont mean you are forgotten yes i missed you today may be not everday but i miss you almost everday my brain recalls your name and i hear your voice shouting my name…shouting his name and shouting our names. I have no enough rhyme to honor your friendship But i wish i could turn around the sands of time and say when you said- you are a Good Friend indeed, “Good Friend indeed”.